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16.5.11

It's a simple thing

I had it, I enjoyed it, I loved it, and I let it go.

No regrets, I feel more than fine knowing that I lived it and I took the most out of it.

I don't want it anymore, I can think of a few reasons why, but they are not worth to mention.

I know what I had and I know that I don't want to have it back, finally!

I can breathe in peace, I can smile because I've managed to seized the opportunity that life gave me and I feel happy to have had some great experiences and to have learned a lot.

What else can you ask in life more than learn and become a greater person to face the new challenges? 

26.8.10

This can be scary

I'm the one who doesn't believe in love, I'm the one who doesn't like having serious relationships, I'm the one who runs away everytime I feel butterflies in my stomach, and yet, here I am, trying to figure out how to get a balance between falling in love and not having who I want, everytime I want, everyway I want.

I also can't ask someone who hates serious relationships to get involved in one, that'd be just a way of fooling ourselves.

I have to learn a lot again.  I need to learn how to trust, to learn the meaning of being loyal to someone, because right now, not knowing a lot of things just scares me because I have no idea what am I going to do if I keep falling...

5.8.10

From "Great expectations" by Dickens

"I loved her simply because I found her irresistible. Once for all; I knew to my sorrow, often and often, if not always, that I loved her against reason, against promise, against peace, against hope, against happiness, against all discouragement that could be. Once for all; I loved her none the less because I knew it, and it had no more influence in restraining me, than if I had devoutly believed her to be human perfection."

15.6.10

Forbidden

I know that the things you cannot have are the ones you want the most.
I'm what he wants and he knows I can't be his girl, that's why he won't stay away from trying to get me.
You're the one I cannot have and that makes you the one that I want (so bad that you have no idea).

The flavor added by my impossibility to get you, makes my body shake, my heart jump in an unusual way and my head explode everytime I think about you, try to call you, talk to you, or remember anything or anyone related to you.

Why is it that I can't have what I want? Why on earth did I fall for you? Why the fuck isn't anyone else enough to keep me happy or satisfied?

I think about that a lot, since my body shakes, my heart jumps and my head explodes too many times in one day, I think about it a lot.  What is it about you that drags me into you?  Is it the softness of your kisses, the body I could'nt have, the incredibly huge different kind of lover that you are, the fact that I could have had you and I could'nt keep up, the fact that you're one of the most amazing and incredible person I've ever met (this includes that I think you're drop dead gorgeous)...I don't know, I mean, who can choose a reason when it's a combination of all of them plus your condition of being an unicorn?

I can't deal with you away from me, It's as simple as that, you make me happy, even though I know I'll never get what I want from you, your presence makes me smile and makes me wanna tear my skin off to show you that I really want you from the inside and that I've never meant to hurt you (despite my mistakes in the past), and I'm sure I never will.

Why is it? It's driving me insane with everyday that goes by and we stay appart.

20.5.10

Maybe...

Maybe someday you'll find someone who loves you like I do, and maybe I'll find someone who loves me like he does.

Maybe...

In the meantime...

I'll probably continue to love you like I do, feeling sick because I turned him down.

21.1.10

Finding a job...

Fuck, it's hard!  Lately i've been doing that, I kinda stopped partying because I really have very few reasons to stay in this city, but this "find a job" thing it's driving me crazy!  Websites aren't updated, there are no vacancies or, as I believe everyday more... They are just hidding from me.

I remember when I was little, my mom used to say, "stop watching tv or your eyes will become square shaped"  I get it now!  I haven't spent so much time in front of a pc since I was writing my master's thesis!

Gotta keep going, keep trying with good energy!!...

Last time I was in this situation I got so bored that ended up in Spain studying, jajaja... fuck! I have to find something fast!!!!

18.8.09

Letting go the past

Letting go the past. It feels so good to leave it all behind. All your whining and complaints, your jealousy and your immaturity. I thought you were different. I fell in love in a weird way but it was pure love. You never understood what you had standing right next to you and you just took me for granted. That was your worst mistake, bigger than leaving me when I needed you most. I'm beyond that bullshit. Got tired of living my life in a way that could cause you no pain, I'm done with that, I'm sorry if it hurts, but you've hurt me enough and sooner or later someone should pay for my too many times destroyed heart.

Knock it off with the acting. I'm not going to keep on holding the crystal bubble I've helped you live in to avoid pain anymore. If you feel sad then go through with it, I'm not taking magic erasers anymore, I'm not painting you a life full of colors and music, smiles and cheers, if you have to crumble, go ahead, do it, I'm out, out to the sea, looking for something I lost when you shook my world.

Maybe in another time of our lives we can be friends again, but I don't feel like dealing with you right now. I won't hide my feelings anymore. You erased me from your memory, it's fair that I do the same..

22.2.09

Love is a bitch... Fuck it!

Love is a bitch and I don't want it
Love hurts and I hate getting hurt
Love is full of bullshit 
Love messes with minds and hearts of people who can change and the other one doesn't even realize it
Love is a bitch that makes you wanna be with somebody, somebody who can think about a million things and you can't tell
Love is an adiction and I hate adictions.

13.4.08

You are in trouble...

Let's deal with the idea that your girl makes love with someone else.  How does that make you feel?
Jealousy, anger, hate, you wonder how does she look, what does she do, you would like to see it for yourself to prove you that you are not the one that moves her heart, to convince yourself that there's somebody else with the ability to take her clothes off and love her, somebody else that can kiss her and make her happy.
But you don't dare, do you?
The idea of someone else making her moan and maybe even scream kills something inside you, and you keep the hope that she's going to bring you back to life by saying I love you and all that awesome stuff, but it's not gonna work out because in fact there's someone else in her life and even if she loves you, you'll never be the one.
Now tell me... Can you deal with that?
Is your love strong enough to go through her life style?
Don't lie to her, tell her the truth, tell her that you know you are not the only one and work it from there.
But more important... Don't put your hopes on having her all for you!

18.1.08

You and her

I want you to choose a place of your city, choose one you've never met and please, make sure she's never been there before.  I want you to pick her up and take her there, if you want I can borrow you the Dalai.

Once you get inside the room, I want you to take her body and make her yours, you may be able to make things with her that you've never imagine, if you turn her on enough to make her loose her mind...

Make her come as many times as her body can resist, and I promise you that she'll make you come so many times that you'll never believe you could handle that kind of energy.

Kiss her, lick her, bite her, make her scream...do her in a way that's not been seen in your head, and you'll never forget what do 2 humans do to each other once they feel pure attraction and give themselves to passion...

I could go on writing what I want you to do to her, but... I'm not gonna!

I dare you to do it...

11.10.07

Let me...

Let me dream about you and me,
Let me dream that you belong to me,
Let me dream that I'm yours…

Let me touch your lips,
Let me hold you in my arms,
Let me fall asleep with you,
Let me show you how much you mean to me.

Let me draw my desire in your skin,
Let me go from your head to your toes with my lips and my tongue,
Let me touch your hair and see you smile,
Let me know that you want me as much as I want you.

Let me play with your piercings,
Let me see your eyes shine like a thousand stars,
Let me watch your face blush,
Let me hear you moan and scream.

Let me know your body,
Let me whisper in your ear,
Let me set your spirit free,
Let me see you come,
Let me dry your tears.

Let me make you happy,
Let me blow your mind,
Let me sing you a song,
Let me make you sigh,
Let me take you to heaven.

Let me see you explode,
Let me hear you call me,
Let me make you move,
Let me watch you love me…

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