This can be scary

I'm the one who doesn't believe in love, I'm the one who doesn't like having serious relationships, I'm the one who runs away everytime I feel butterflies in my stomach, and yet, here I am, trying to figure out how to get a balance between falling in love and not having who I want, everytime I want, everyway I want.

I also can't ask someone who hates serious relationships to get involved in one, that'd be just a way of fooling ourselves.

I have to learn a lot again.  I need to learn how to trust, to learn the meaning of being loyal to someone, because right now, not knowing a lot of things just scares me because I have no idea what am I going to do if I keep falling...

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